An Answer to an Online Unknown One!

Dear,

Thanks a lot and welcome to my heart. I am very sorry for not being clear. First of all I would like to explain something. we have to understand the core spirit of the words \'wife\' and \'friend\'...friend is very sensitive word...friend is a relationship between two persons either with a male or female and does not matter race, age, post, sex, color and ethnicity and anything. In friendship...nobody is senior or junior, greater or meaner, superior or inferior, richer or poorer, handsome or not (all these do not matter in friendship...both are equal and friendly, it is the pure or sacred relationship between two hearts, souls and spirits). Wife is a life partner for man or husband whereas husband is life partner for wife. It is like friendship... both are one element separately and it is the relationship with two persons of opposite sexes. Both are the bond of love but not of business or give and take of job and money. In such holy condition, both give to each other but both do not demand anything from each other...demand is give and take(One gives something to others and takes something from other: Suppose, I give Rs 20 to a shopkeeper and take goods...we can not buy relationship like goods) and is business but relationship/friendship is not business...relationship remains on top then other things come...if you give priority for other things, relationship will be spoiled...So first YOU and me (relationship and love, respect to each other)......

So far as the concern of your question is, I want the wife as my best friend. I want to see friendship in my wife. I hope I can find my friend in my wife, but I can not say I will meet perfect friend to be my wife...I think I am clear about wife and friendship....

With best regards
B.P. Aryal

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Aesthetic or Inner Beauty Just Appeals Me!

A few months ago, I was on my way to get interviewed for an English teacher at Little Angels' School, Lalitpur, Nepal. The school where about 5,000 students pursue their study is very famous for managerial aspects. However, management point of view in my life may not be taken as good enough. I am yet to manage my life in an artistic way but I prefer my life to make it artfully philosophical with full of visions, ideas, and concepts that can adorn a life style of human being though it might not be so practical for them who are very accustomed to the traditional ways. I like to lead a life experimentally in a new way in which I wish not to harm, disrespect, torture, but to respect their self esteem remaining quite free and carefree about the consequences of what I do and perform.

Tradition is only the repeating of the set activities, norms and values although they may not be reasonable, fruitful and suitable to make a happy life for rejoicing existence to full extent. Many people do not dare to be experimental and live a dead life style. I am the man who wants to see every moment in a new way and spend it with new dimension though it may look traditional.

It was morning. On the way, I got up a three-wheeler tempo operated by battery, which is considered to be environment friendly emitting no pollution. My residence was in Baneshwore, Kathmandu, a metropolitan and the capital city of the nation, which is not modern enough compared to Euro-American countries but pretty modern in comparison to its medival and ancient times.

I entered into the tempo and took a seat just in front of a college girl in her uniform. Her eyes were like almonds with black kajol. Her face was wheatish. Her body was slim and her nose was like of a rabbit. She was sitting with an acquainted person, a boy, perhaps someone else or relative not in college uniform.

I looked her. I glared her some times. And some time passed in course of our routes. She smiled at me and I smiled back at her because I had to pay nothing for beholding beauty. She was not against it. It was not against law for me.

She wanted to talk with me. She pretended that she did not know the location where we reached and started conversation asking me question. "I am sorry I don't know the name of the place," I answered. I saw her and she smiled back. I was not much interested in talking verbal language but spending the beauty in sublime moment. I thought it was not necessary to ask her for where she was going to. I expected nothing from her. I continued looking her whose skirt was so mini that her thigh were almost uncovered but she was covering them by her bag with college books.

The acquainted man who was with her pulled away her bag. Her thighs were appealing for lustful eyes but for me they were robust and beautiful for aesthetic pleasure. She looked at me and smiled. I looked her and smiled back. The half an hour journey continued in the same manner. She came to a stop and got off the tempo. The boy with her and she took a path to the bush of houses. I was running on my way and time.

Many moments came and passed in my life. I saw many beautiful girls and women in the world but I do not remember all those moments. This moment with the girl, though she was not like a fairy, has printed on my page of mind [as tabula rasa]. But if I meet her in this life, I will not like to speak her because it is magnificent and magical what it was.

The time is going on and on. I still smile at the moment.

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I came, I saw and I witnessed extreme violation of human rights

Many people around the world are very happy and lucky that they are all ensured to their basic rights whereas others in the least developed countries are intensely deprived of their basic rights. The people of Europe and American countries are entertaining their rights to full extent. Law and order has been strictly maintained for allowing people to enjoy their rights. On the other hand, people of developing countries are marred and barred from their rights though they are assured in the documents.

The people who are powerful in such countries treat others as if they are not human beings. Those people in power think they are great and God, and behave others brutally. They believe it is law of Charles Darwin that powerful can kill the weaker.

However, they forget that their children are weaker than them, but they hesitate to imply on them. If they believe in such brutality why don't they kill their siblings? In those developed countries, those who violate the law and commit injustice upon others even in using abusive language, harassment and insulting are brought to book for sentences. There is justice and justice.

But like me who am living in Nepal have suffered of extreme violation of human rights. All the time, I am followed for no reason by a journalist named KP Sharma. My each and every rights of living in my own way without violating laws and harming anything and anybody of the existence has been snatched away. I am harnessed, insulted, harmed, followed and blocked for doing anything.

However, I have no place to complain for injustice. Even if I knock the doors for begging justice, KP Sharma influences everywhere and my voice is eliminated, my complain is rated as my psychological problem as if I have no human rights. If I were in Europe and America, I would certainly get justice, but I am extremely suffering from his injustice and torture that I am about to go mad for rejecting his sister to marry me. Isn't it my individual rights to remain single, or marry other girl or live and work in my way?

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Strange Behaviour of a Miniature Lion

This is world of civilization. Activities of human being define how cultured a person is. One who cannot keep neat and clean is rated savage and wild. People boast upon our knowledge and their civilization among all the animals on the earth. Obviously, human being is the most intellectual animal among them.

Can you accept that other animals imitate the activities of human being to show them civilized? Human beings have learned a lot from animals and nature in course of time and civilization.

I am astonished by the activities of a mouse in my house. I was still confused that it is coincidence or deliberate action. There is nothing edible in my bathroom. A mouse regularly sneaks into my bathroom and excrete its stool on the the outlets of it.

Last week, i peeked into the bathroom for examining the secret action of a mouse. It entered into the bathroom and went to the water out let hole. Amazingly, it evacuated its bowels and went out.

Now, I am certain that a wild mouse is also learning how to keep clean house of a man. When I recall this incident, I always smile at cats for chasing a mouse.

And now animals have also started copying and learning from human beings.

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Something Stressful I Have Been Feeling Now

On the way I came to see many people. Some were beggars, some were givers, some were teachers, some were business persons, some students, some were deformed and some were blessed for their beauty, many were males and many more were females. There were others too. Exactly, i don't have time to describe them in details.

I saw a man begging in his raged feat. His eyes were like craters and face was like a stone, He was bare footed and in worn clothes. A girl like a fairy gave him money. He put it in his pockets. Unfortunately, he could not see her with his eyes. In fact, there were no eye balls in the craters. I had headache by looking the different creation and situation of people on the earth. I thought it is the world of variation and diversification. Nobody is like anybody. Every thing looks unique and strange. But feelings of pains, suffering, and happiness are exactly same in each though many are in misery and some others are happy.

My headache increased immensely not because of the scenes on the streets but because of one of my classmates wrote me in disguised that I intended to steal money from his bank account. I was shocked and about to go mad as i heard such mean words. This person has been following me for 15 years from behind the curtain for rejecting his proposal of his invisible sister. I thought there are many persons better than me in this world, why he has been following me brutally. I am in gloomy mood and sad. I am extremely fed up with his behavior and spending moments and watching the world with tearful eyes.

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Can You Win the Fifth Grader?

Aug 19, '08


Think Positively?!


A Fifth Grader: If nobody marries my sister, is it my problem or yours??????????

A Fourth Grader: Please, answer me & think positively...it depends on your attitude...


A Third Grader: Are you smarter than the fifth grader? [Like in the TV reality show.]

A Fifth Grader: No, however powerful you are, you failed to search a man for your second sister...and you are still following me from behind the curtain in many disguises and you still claim that you are great...if you don't have any problem, why are you still following me in my whole life? you think you are great but others think you are selfish, mean and coward....but i still think you are great and good ...i bow down on your feet for your greatness.....you will be greatest if you invite me in your second sister's marriage ceremony....i am waiting for this....because i am dog and hungry, i will eat thrown food stuff in the party.....................
...................i respect and honor you too much............

All of them asked a journalist named Sonya Bhadra Sharma (name-changed for protecting his rights to individuality).

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Too Much Injustice Upon ME

May 17, '08


An Appeal To Krishna Sharma


DEAR RESPECTED SIR,

I AM very SORRY I HAVE NEVER WRITTEN ABOUT YOUR FAMILY. i have nothing to do with your family business and where you live or stay. I just wanted to be like a friend and share your problems...if i could, i would try my best to help you and satisfy you with my behavior and sacrifice. Please never try to make me believe that you are away from Kathmandu. I humbly request you to tell me your problem (IF THERE IS) rather than telling me you are away and trying to prove that you have done good enough for everybody. i am sorry to say that i have never taken you as a friend but as a powerful classmate only, if it were it would have been already ended...it is not necessary for you to regret but i regret that i thought you were worthy of friendship...you are great and powerful..I take you as a very great and a person of an outstanding height and good status. i respect you, honor you and believe you are a good human being. however it is not necessary to threaten me for charging case...if i have harmed you and made mistakes against you i welcome you to report against harassment...it was only the matter that i wanted to correct my mistakes and to be a part of your life, as a friend and a helper if you need...i could sacrifice anything for you. What is my mistake against you that you are so angry with me? I always want to correct my mistakes and bow down on your feet as an apology for my mistakes...i really want to salute you as a superior being and powerful man. IF I AM WRONG I AM EXTREMELY SORRY FOR THIS...Behind the state of your being angry with me and staying away from me might have a serious meaning and you might have a problem which is yet to be solved...i am nobody and nothing to speak about your problem and helping you. You might not need my help. But I was only interested in humanity and wanted to make efforts for the sake of well wishers like you. Thinking that nothing will be impossible to solve if it is dealt with friendly and humanely. I am always in favor of your happiness, success and progress...I really wanted to improve worsened relationship between you and me with humanity and mutual understanding. i ASSURE YOU THAT There is nothing that you cannot get from me....you can get whatever you like if i have something worth for you...i am extremely sorry for my bitter words...I NEVER WANT TO ANNOY YOU AND MAKE YOU UNHAPPY...I REALLY WANTED A HELP FROM YOU AND TRYING TO WRITE YOU...IF YOU NEVER WANT TO HELP ME, IT'S OK , WHAT CAN I DO FOR THIS COMPLICATED SITUATION?

Rude and ugly
mad and insane

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Brutality and Cruelty Is Thy Name

May 08, '08


A Letter To KP SHARMA


Dear Respected Sir,

I am extremely sorry for my rude and offensive language. These are my words of apologizing for my mistakes just as an acquainted person but not as an intimate friend. i seem to be nobody and nothing for the rest of the world. I sometimes express words and anger about you, it does not mean that i disrespect you but because I am mad and insane person who doesn't know to express sweet, polite, civilized and cultured language. I am an ordinary and simple person. I like to be direct, open and simplistic as news articles are written. I express what i feel, see, experience and know...it may be truth or false, right or wrong whatever it is. All these are the bi-products and consequences of injustice upon me. However, i feel I am ruined and deserted person. I am under acute pains and suffering caused by troubles and harms by unknown persons from behind the curtain...i am so dull that i don't know the reason why they are against me...it seems that the whole world is against me. I express offensive and rude language about others when i am hurt. My life is full of wounds and injuries. I am unable to tolerate these for the longer time. When others touch or poke my wounds, i experience extreme pains and suffering...it makes me bleeding the heart....all those words expressed in pains and suffering reveal my painful condition and those words may be bitter and harsh for others though i never intend to do so; and my deeds and actions have never violated others' human rights. Expression of those words is only the revelation and catharsis of my pains and suffering. I request others not to take it otherwise. If others don't touch me, i will be silent and express no words against others. I plead YOU to forgive me taking me as silly and crazy person. Others who doesn't understand my pains might be angry with me and may take revenge to sabotage and jeopardize my life for those words. However, whatever i speak, I am not a person to harm others...i am never against justice, humanity and human rights. I feel some people inclining to evil forces from behind the curtain have blocked me for entertaining my rights, they seem to be the bosses of injustice, inhumanity and cruelty against human rights. I feel i can live no more because of such pains...it is better for me to die rather than to face the unwanted and unjust oppression, pains, troubles, harms and sad moments. I expect nothing from you but only to forgive me, to help me live a peaceful life and allow me to entertain the human rights. If all the pains and sufferings persist or continue taking over me, i will contemplate to embrace death. My life is ending and finishing for the betterment of my soul. Once again, I apologize for my stupid and nonsense words and savage behavior...i WISH ALL OF YOUR LIVES BE HAPPY AND SUCCESSFUL.& YOUR SISTER'S LIFE BE HAPPIEST AND MOST SUCCESSFUL.

--
Victimized unluckily
ugly and stupid fellow

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It Is Hard to Believe but It Is Hard Truth

Jul 14, '08


: I have never seen such a brutal person in this world


It has not been one year, neither it has been two years, nor it has been five years, nor it has been 10 years. It has been 15 years, a team of KP [Krishna] Sharma has been following me from behind the curtain. It is too much. It is to say better that it is more than enough. He is troubling me unnecessarily, torturing me inhumanely. He seems to be very inhumane, vicious and unjust to me.

It seems it is such a fiction or a story which they can believe hardly. they who can not understand may think I have gone mad or crazy. Neither I am crazy nor the story is fantasy. This is the true story that I beheld and experienced in my life...either you believe it or not.

The only thing I did is I wanted to live in my own way and to be single rather than living with a bad girl as a life partner. He is too angry with me because i did not marry his sister whom I have never seen in this life. I cannot say how she is, good or bad. Relationship is made friendly, not brutally...The only problem with him is he has a family problem and marrying off his sister. If he has problem, he must tell and ask for help. Nobody will understand his problem without being told.

He warned me to destroy, finish, and ruin my life and block my each and every progress if I did not marry his sister. I have taken nothing from him nor I have harmed anybody in this life. However, he is punishing me for his family problem. If nobody is likely to accept his sister, it is not my mistake. The only ego he lives up is he is a journalist and has a big link and connection with each and every people. He can do anything whatever he likes. However, one is too powerful, one has any weakness in one's life. But he never admits his weakness. He is the lord of evilness and has kept on harming me continually for not marrying his invisible sister.

It is shocking that he has pretended that he is in the USA but staying in Kathmandu and he tends to sabotage and jeopardize my life from behind the curtain claiming that he has done nothing against me. He suggests me visiting psychiatrist for speaking truth. However, I would like to say that he, who claims being away by staying in Kathmandu, is sick and needs to consult the psychiatrist. He seems not to be in normal condition. He speaks false and claiming that he is speaking truth. It may be the psychiatric problem but I don't know what this actually is.

I have suffered too much, experiencing pains and tortures though i have not other problems. Nowadays, I am contemplating suicide rather to tolerate such injustice and live a miserable life. No one may believe in how he is following me and hurting and harming me from behind the curtain. I pary God for granting me death at this moment.

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GOD, Will YOU Hear my Voice?

Jun 29, '08


My Cry for the Supreme Creator/God!


When I weep, they all enjoy,
While I suffer pains, they laugh,
As I feel sad, they become happy,

When I fail in my work, they celebrate,
While I attempt for good, they envy
And resort to foil all at any cost,
As I never harm anybody, they start attacking me,

When I try to entertain my individual rights,
They cut my wings and block my ways,
While I love them, they scorn me,
As I believe them as friends, they turn to be foe and enemy,

When I see all equal, they treat me inhumanly,
While I speak of justice, they commit injustice upon me,
As I argue my philosophy, they label me as impractical
And egotist,

When I speak truth, they term it as fiction
And call me mad and insane, they become fire of anger,
While I express my pains and miseries for catharsis,
They are angry with me and blame me for insulting them,
I always respect them, they insult and hurt me enough,
As I try to dance and celebrate my life, they detonate bomb on me.

So I want to reveal the symbol of THEY,
They is not other than KP Sharma.

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Ego is Quest for Self

Mar 30, '08


Do you Have Ego Problem?


Yes, I have. Don't worry about it. Everybody has ego problem to some extent. It is very important to understand oneself, level of consciousness and their activities. Ego is not bad but super ego may be dangerous. Ego and freedom, I think, are two sides of a coin. If you go into the deeper level, they both are one. Super ego may be destructive and harmful to others, and ego is good for human being if it is well understood. Ego is the best or in other words it is the replica of self esteem whereas it does not harm and hurt others and it doesn't like to be hurt or harmed. This level of conscious of ego is the best thing, I have experienced it. Ego is the super freedom emanated from the state of liberty. I have such kind of ego which is not harmful, never disrespects others but does not care others too, it is my freedom. I am proud of my ego which never intends to harm and hurt others. No man can remain alive ego that is the force or energy for struggle, living and justice.

However, I have witnessed a man with obsessive super ego of position and power. His name is Govinda Sharma, but he lacks the every traits of Lord Krishna, teacher of laughing religion and ecstasy with no anxieties and unconsciousness. I saw Govinda very rude, inhumane and sense of evilness. He used to boast upon his power and position. I saw one of his classmate, named Vishnu Poduwal, who was very simple, innocent and an ordinary fellow with hardworking zeal, sense of humanity and justice, and selfless freedom. He did not like to dishonor others and wanted to live in his own way. he was carefree person like an enlightened philosopher. Many people fail to understand such people and they think such persons are very egoist. But the reality is opposite. They seem egoist, however, they are proud of existence and their freedom and justice. Most of the people who are unconscious and are full of meanness and superego see others with their own ego, they fail to understand others due to the lack of consciousness and eyes of justice.

It is an irony Govinda wanted to show and prove how powerful he is with his simple and innocent fellow. Govinda went on harming, torturing and troubling him for not fulfilling Govinda's mean demand related to his family problem. Govinda hammered on Vishnu for his life long and almost destroyed. He became more cruel, severe and robotic and Vishnu never surrendered to him. This continued till his death. Vishnu was clear and determined that he would accept death or ready to die but not to kneel down under Govinda's feet to solve Govinda's problem. Govinda claimed that Vishnu is too egoist and Vishnu realized that Govinda is not a human being. Govinda went on exhibiting his power of position and misuse of the power against humanity. He even never felt that his weakness and problems were being unveiled day by day but never realized his mistakes. Govinda was never ready to accept his weakness and ask Vishnu for help with mutual understanding and respecting humanity. This trend has been going on for ages and ages, and will reamin until the existence will exist on the universe.

Therefore, now you can examine the egos of Govinda and Vishnu. Can you tell me that having ego is wrong or not? Or who is right in the sense of humanity and freedom? Don't worry about it as ego is freedom, force for existence and energy or backbone of progress in life if it does not lead to catastrophe and destruction?

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Who Is Greater Between Them?

Feb 27, '08


A Dispute Between the Great and the Mean


MEAN: Please, don't intervene into my private life. I am about to go mad. Try never to interrupt my way of life. Let me live in peace and in my own way.

GREAT: Coward! ......[Very Vulgar Words]! Bastard! I'LL KILL YOU!

MEAN: Why are you angry with me? I have never harmed anybody in my life and never intend to.

GREAT: Sly guy! Limitless selfish! You will repent on it.

MEAN: What is your problem? Tell me directly as friend. I am not your enemy.

GREAT: I don't have any problems. Even if I have, I'll solve them by myself. Because I am very powerful and clever person. Do you want to see my power and to know how many contacts I have?

MEAN: Then, why are you torturing me a lot?

GREAT: I'll put full stop or an end to your success and progress if you leave my given job to you.

MEAN: Any problem can be solved if it is shared with each other and if you believe in friendship.

GREAT: You deceived me. There is sacrifice in friendship. You failed to understand it. My bosses say I am the great person.

MEAN: What do you want from me? I could not understand your problem. I'm not God to understand everything without being told it. Be transparent. Let's discuss the matter.

GREAT: I'll give you job and will you ...?

MEAN: One of your friend told me that you want to marry off your sister.

GREAT: Rude! Wild! You are not of my height and prestige. I regret of having friendship with you.

MEAN: I am ready to accept anything you propose. It is my responsibility to help you even if there is family problem.

GREAT: My sister is already married. You, mean! God bless you to lead a life without dreaming of having a wife in this life.

MEAN: You seem to be man of injustice, confusion and problems. I'm unable to understand you.

GREAT: You're in our grip or under the fist like a fly captured. I'm in the government media. I've connections and links with powerful persons and everywhere.I can block your paths of life. You will repent on it and live under pain and suffering or in hell. I can destroy your life. I'll bring tsunami into your life.

MEAN: Your family problem is yours. But you became my problem of life.I would honor and respect you, unless you troubled and harmed me. And I could help you and compromise for anything.

GREAT: I'll trouble, torture, and harm you on the ways sending vicious persons to beat you up psychologically. Can you tackle all the troubles and tortures I will attack on you. I'll compel you to take shelter in an ASYLUM.

MEAN: I don't need your given job. If you believe me I am determined to get married with your sister without any condition.

GREAT: I may spit on your mouth if you talk about my sister.

MEAN: It is better to die or to end any kind of relationships between you and me and say GOODBYE FOREVER.

GREAT: I'll continually jeopardize and sabotage your plans and life by following everywhere you head until you die. Even I can influence and dwarf your numbers achieved in the university examinations. Understand?

MEAN: I've decided to quit your given job and remain away from you. Give your sister to the job or anybody else OR give the job to your sister or anybody else. I would be extremely happy to attend your sister's marriage ceremony if you invite me.

GREAT: I'll pretend that I've gone to the USA but will remain underground here and I'll resort to finish your life from behind the curtain. OK!

MEAN: THANKS A LOT! YOU ARE REALLY the GREAT! I'm sorry for all of my mistakes.

The MEAN MAN thought and believed that anybody would marry his sister whom he has never seen in his life because the GREAT MAN could manage anything in this world. However, the GREAT is still following the MEAN and harming everything whatever the latter plans to do. The secrecy or hidden truth, the MEAN IMAGINES, is that nobody in this world is likely to accept the GREAT's sister.

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Don't I Have My Liberty as Human Rights?

May 21, '08


All of My Individual Rights of Freedom Killed by SOMEONE


This has been more than enough. My every step of life has been obstructed. SOMEONE is badly following me for not marrying his sister who I have never seen in this life. He is peeking into my life---whatever I do, I speak, eat, read and wherever I go. He is watching me with focus and planning to fail my steps. My basic human rights of individuality and freedom has been intervened and obstructed to entertain. I have felt it has been very difficult to live in such a painful situation. He is all doing it from behind the curtain...........

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