It's Me Who Is Alone in This World...

I had thought i was among the crowds
when i was conscious i found myself
among the vicious circles projected plots of conspiracy.
It was not, in fact, true because it was me in the mirror
they said mirrored on the mirror what i am .
However, i could not believe them
because they were mirrored on me
unlike i am the virtue of vice.
And i was sabotaged and jeopardized
not because i failed to fulfill their demands
but because i could not recognize myself.

It looks like who i am not.